I appreciate people that appreciate me...that is easy..welcomed and preferred.
I can and often do appreciate people inspite of who they are..they don't have to like me..I don't have to like them..but if they do what they are supposed to. .and do it well..I appreciate that.
I do not get people that live for conflict..live to divide...to make people take sides.. I know many.. some invite you to agree with them..but also..invite you to dislike them..and live for it.. the ' I am gonna be a dick..so people will dislike me' ..person.
I do not need people like that around me.
What I like..are people that care ..for me..for themselves..and for others... im not that important. .but it is nice to find someone that cares for me.
Someone I can care for too.
Rare.
Something I won't let go of easily. But sometimes I have to..and it goes..
If you (the reader) have paid much attention to the many themes of my posts.. you may see ..I am not real confident..I do not know what is going on most times.. (I figure it out later..usually).. I feel alone most of the time.. I struggle with relationships.. I choose wrong..or go all in..just to find it was misplaced..not for me..
I fall when I should sit..I sit when I should devote.. most times I do not figure that out till its too late.. then there is no going back.
I get my heart ripped out..stepped on..and returned to me after I have given it.. in a plain box.. 'return to sender'..
Yes..I have been on the other side..it is rare..but now and then..I am subject to an adoring friendship I did not expect..one i know will not work. But in the expectation of fighting off lonelyness..I let continue..
I know..not right..but no one wants to be alone..on purpose.
But..you let it end..because it must.
And your alone. .again.
I have a couple friends..that are alone too..
We connect in our disconnects.. but not enough..not often enough..actually less than before.. it is probably me..being where I am. . So..it's my fault as always.
Hello there!
Well, any contact is better than none..
Watch your mailboxes.. you will get a package..
Stay warm.
R 9/28/17
I can and often do appreciate people inspite of who they are..they don't have to like me..I don't have to like them..but if they do what they are supposed to. .and do it well..I appreciate that.
I do not get people that live for conflict..live to divide...to make people take sides.. I know many.. some invite you to agree with them..but also..invite you to dislike them..and live for it.. the ' I am gonna be a dick..so people will dislike me' ..person.
I do not need people like that around me.
What I like..are people that care ..for me..for themselves..and for others... im not that important. .but it is nice to find someone that cares for me.
Someone I can care for too.
Rare.
Something I won't let go of easily. But sometimes I have to..and it goes..
If you (the reader) have paid much attention to the many themes of my posts.. you may see ..I am not real confident..I do not know what is going on most times.. (I figure it out later..usually).. I feel alone most of the time.. I struggle with relationships.. I choose wrong..or go all in..just to find it was misplaced..not for me..
I fall when I should sit..I sit when I should devote.. most times I do not figure that out till its too late.. then there is no going back.
I get my heart ripped out..stepped on..and returned to me after I have given it.. in a plain box.. 'return to sender'..
Yes..I have been on the other side..it is rare..but now and then..I am subject to an adoring friendship I did not expect..one i know will not work. But in the expectation of fighting off lonelyness..I let continue..
I know..not right..but no one wants to be alone..on purpose.
But..you let it end..because it must.
And your alone. .again.
I have a couple friends..that are alone too..
We connect in our disconnects.. but not enough..not often enough..actually less than before.. it is probably me..being where I am. . So..it's my fault as always.
Hello there!
Well, any contact is better than none..
Watch your mailboxes.. you will get a package..
Stay warm.
R 9/28/17
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