Almost..

I am chugging away. Working for the weekend..
Not really. .because..right now..so far.. I dont have much of a weekend. Usually its work intertwined with trying to destress.

I have no one close.. no one to chat with that can help keep me sane. I am so glad i dont own guns..

I am craving contact.. being able to talk to someone that gets me.. that lets me vent and listens to my crap.
Yes I reciprocate. . I can listen and suggest..
But right now, I am alone.. no one wants to hear my crap.. I dont want to hear it. But I cannot keep it to myself.. I will explode..
Load the clips.. oil the guns..
But..I have been there.. before..and made it through..
I have had a confidant.. but time... and........
Makes it difficult. .. so here I am..
Alone..searching...but as always.. lost.. and alone.

Those that know me..
May get this rant.

I am sure I am not alone.
Others know this..
But .. I feel.. as if I am all by myself..
That no one can possibly understand how I feel..

Just hug me.
Or
Just let me hug you..
It wont be creepy..but heartfelt..
We will both feel it..

Hmmm

R 9/15/17

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