I think..
I may have offended..or scared some..
It is.. me..as always.. saying too much.
But never all..
Yes..the last post was a bit blunt..but no one really reads this..or gets me.. no.. some do.. but most dont.
Sorry if I was too much.. but truth be told.
No
Don't stop reading because you cannot see my truth..
I am who I am.. you may know me..if not..you should know me by now. Just read..my descriptions are me.. it is complicated..but me.
I love..I never stop loving.. but.. I know when I am not the one.
Yes..pain in figuring that out.. but what I say.. and mean are the same. There is no deception..no agenda.. just me and my heart.
It can be scary to be loved by me.. I know this.. many never fully understand it.. some do..but never to the degree that it is..
Mostly it is me.. and my perceptions..and expressions.
Some will never get it.. years later... they still don't. . To their loss.
I know I am not the worst.. but never the primary choice..for what ever reason.. just never worthy enough...
By now..I should realize..I do..but refuse to accept..
Yet.. here I am.. trying not to be alone.
Should we have to try??
Is there not enough people to keep anyone happy?
Happiness. . So elusive.. some find it..and toss it aside..
Some never find it...and wonder why?.. yet....
Here we are lost and lonely.. wondering. .
Yes..we all cry every day about our losses..
We all think no one will ever understand our pains..
But we cut out those that do know..
Maybe because we think they will never understand. ..
The all behind it..
We never give them the chance. .. we just assume.
Such as it is..
The true heart..gets it.
And never gives up.
Look..and allow yourself to see..
R
7/7/17
Yes...
7 7 7!
I may have offended..or scared some..
It is.. me..as always.. saying too much.
But never all..
Yes..the last post was a bit blunt..but no one really reads this..or gets me.. no.. some do.. but most dont.
Sorry if I was too much.. but truth be told.
No
Don't stop reading because you cannot see my truth..
I am who I am.. you may know me..if not..you should know me by now. Just read..my descriptions are me.. it is complicated..but me.
I love..I never stop loving.. but.. I know when I am not the one.
Yes..pain in figuring that out.. but what I say.. and mean are the same. There is no deception..no agenda.. just me and my heart.
It can be scary to be loved by me.. I know this.. many never fully understand it.. some do..but never to the degree that it is..
Mostly it is me.. and my perceptions..and expressions.
Some will never get it.. years later... they still don't. . To their loss.
I know I am not the worst.. but never the primary choice..for what ever reason.. just never worthy enough...
By now..I should realize..I do..but refuse to accept..
Yet.. here I am.. trying not to be alone.
Should we have to try??
Is there not enough people to keep anyone happy?
Happiness. . So elusive.. some find it..and toss it aside..
Some never find it...and wonder why?.. yet....
Here we are lost and lonely.. wondering. .
Yes..we all cry every day about our losses..
We all think no one will ever understand our pains..
But we cut out those that do know..
Maybe because we think they will never understand. ..
The all behind it..
We never give them the chance. .. we just assume.
Such as it is..
The true heart..gets it.
And never gives up.
Look..and allow yourself to see..
R
7/7/17
Yes...
7 7 7!
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