Here I am..

So .. my time away is closing in. I am anxious. I want to do this..I have planned it.. I need it.. time away from work responsibilities.
A little drive time..
Time with mmy young adult.
Maybe time I can make a few new friends..
But time away from my current home.

I have had a good few weeks..I am happy and I have many happy thoughts. I have a good feeling back in my brain.. I smile more than I was before.. I am looking at my situation and my solutions available to me. .
I have put in the hours..worked to the best of my ability.. spread the love..and relied on the friendship and remote companionship.
People that always make me smile. My work allows me to enjoy my real friends.. it truly is what i live for...without them in my life..no matter how far away..or how often we meet.. I am whole.. knowing they are there..
Knowing they care..
It brings a smile to me always.. a warm feeling. .
I can only hope I do the same for them...

Yet.. here I am.. just me.. looking for the opportunity to present itself..
It is only a matter of time.. it will happen..it is inevitable.

By design..

R 7/27/17

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