Yes..this was a catch up day.. whittling away at the remainig tasks.
Still fighting with corporate and their inability to process payments.
Still building things. I modified a shelf today. Then installed it..another thing out of the hallway.. got the cubicles reassembled..and computers setup. Fought with a hard drive cloning..and lost..but tomorrow is another day...and I will get it fixed.
I went home..cooked..did the dishes..worked on a radio for 3 hours.. just to remove all I did and put it back to normal..and now it zeems to work... I will have to check it tomorrow evening.
Then I cleaned the spots on the carpet..unclogged a drain..and had to go out for a bit.. thus this post...
No one to talk to..so I will talk to myself.
I know many of the conversations I had the past few days with different people revolved around where I am..and where I want to be. I have no prospects yet for work. . I need to look..I need to make time to see where I can go.
Other than not needing to be here .. I have to look for a place that needs me..somewhere close to where I want to be.
'I am not stuck here'...
The housing market here is booming.. now would be the time to go..
It would be to my advantage.. I have done the math..ran the scenarios.. figured the how and why..and justified the rest.
It could be done..
I think it should.
I would be doing this for me and L. My young adult needs a change. I hope it will be like the first time she went east.. she changed her entire routine. She blossomed. . I know it would help.
I am at a point where the work ceiling is firm. And I can go no further without a location change..
It will make me happier to not be stuck here.
I will have friends close by.. I would not necessarily be local..but not 2000 miles away.
I know.. there is no one that has requested my presence. .beyond visits.. that is not why I am thinking about this..
It is something I need.. to be close to home.. close to the ocean.
I have been planning this for 7 years or more..just waiting for the house to be valuable..my work to be diverse enough to have regional offerings.. and kiddo to be out of school and willing for a change.
I know I have been ready.
I have a house and a job..but those are relaceable.. moveable.. I think I am overdue.
I can find comfort with friends that are close.. and not have to plan months in advance to be able to visit.
Being out here..in this place that no one wants to visit... makes me have to go.. yes.. I love travel and going places..but no one wants to come here..to see me..or this place I live in.. so ..I need to go elsewhere. Somewhere people will visit..
I have offered..but .. no takers..
It might be me.. it might be where I live.. .. no .. must be me.
Enough of that..
This last trip home.. was for a certain circumstance.. and it was nice to be able to do it.. all in all.. it was for a couple hours..and it was done. The rest of the time was for me. I took advantage of the situation..enjoyed spending time ..and talking with those that would listen.. I should have done more..visited more.. but..what I did..was enough.
I am happy.
I know home is still there..
I miss it and everyone there.
R 7/19/2017
Still fighting with corporate and their inability to process payments.
Still building things. I modified a shelf today. Then installed it..another thing out of the hallway.. got the cubicles reassembled..and computers setup. Fought with a hard drive cloning..and lost..but tomorrow is another day...and I will get it fixed.
I went home..cooked..did the dishes..worked on a radio for 3 hours.. just to remove all I did and put it back to normal..and now it zeems to work... I will have to check it tomorrow evening.
Then I cleaned the spots on the carpet..unclogged a drain..and had to go out for a bit.. thus this post...
No one to talk to..so I will talk to myself.
I know many of the conversations I had the past few days with different people revolved around where I am..and where I want to be. I have no prospects yet for work. . I need to look..I need to make time to see where I can go.
Other than not needing to be here .. I have to look for a place that needs me..somewhere close to where I want to be.
'I am not stuck here'...
The housing market here is booming.. now would be the time to go..
It would be to my advantage.. I have done the math..ran the scenarios.. figured the how and why..and justified the rest.
It could be done..
I think it should.
I would be doing this for me and L. My young adult needs a change. I hope it will be like the first time she went east.. she changed her entire routine. She blossomed. . I know it would help.
I am at a point where the work ceiling is firm. And I can go no further without a location change..
It will make me happier to not be stuck here.
I will have friends close by.. I would not necessarily be local..but not 2000 miles away.
I know.. there is no one that has requested my presence. .beyond visits.. that is not why I am thinking about this..
It is something I need.. to be close to home.. close to the ocean.
I have been planning this for 7 years or more..just waiting for the house to be valuable..my work to be diverse enough to have regional offerings.. and kiddo to be out of school and willing for a change.
I know I have been ready.
I have a house and a job..but those are relaceable.. moveable.. I think I am overdue.
I can find comfort with friends that are close.. and not have to plan months in advance to be able to visit.
Being out here..in this place that no one wants to visit... makes me have to go.. yes.. I love travel and going places..but no one wants to come here..to see me..or this place I live in.. so ..I need to go elsewhere. Somewhere people will visit..
I have offered..but .. no takers..
It might be me.. it might be where I live.. .. no .. must be me.
Enough of that..
This last trip home.. was for a certain circumstance.. and it was nice to be able to do it.. all in all.. it was for a couple hours..and it was done. The rest of the time was for me. I took advantage of the situation..enjoyed spending time ..and talking with those that would listen.. I should have done more..visited more.. but..what I did..was enough.
I am happy.
I know home is still there..
I miss it and everyone there.
R 7/19/2017
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