Really...just kidding.
If you keep kicking me.. I know that you know I am still here.
As always..
I feel I have some projects to complete..
Time to waste..
I have been doing it for so long.. it seems like it is a requirement.
Just go on, like a robot. Same old ..
I find ways to get up and do the next .. keep on..
I need to investigate...look for opportunities. .and follow up.
I have been focused on completing tasks.. without thoughts of advancement..recognition.. I don't need a trophy. .but..if recognition will allow me to get an advancement to a market closer to home. I will consider it.. I have equity and could accept the pay raise..
I could 'adjust' to living on the east coast.. maybe...
Lol..
But.. no one would want me there.. I would be so alone..
Lol..
Yes, this is the sarcasm section.
Those that know me.. will wonder.
Those that do...please encourage me...
I need that push..
A reason ..
Do not tease me..
On second thought.. please... tease me..
But don't be surprised when I follow through.
.. :)
Well.. I guess I am old enough to not need to be a monk..
I struggle with it.. decision..and decisions...
I know what I should be doing.. I just don't have that as an option..
I know what I need and want..
I have neither available to me.
Yet.. I still try..
And hope..
R 5/30/17
If you keep kicking me.. I know that you know I am still here.
As always..
I feel I have some projects to complete..
Time to waste..
I have been doing it for so long.. it seems like it is a requirement.
Just go on, like a robot. Same old ..
I find ways to get up and do the next .. keep on..
I need to investigate...look for opportunities. .and follow up.
I have been focused on completing tasks.. without thoughts of advancement..recognition.. I don't need a trophy. .but..if recognition will allow me to get an advancement to a market closer to home. I will consider it.. I have equity and could accept the pay raise..
I could 'adjust' to living on the east coast.. maybe...
Lol..
But.. no one would want me there.. I would be so alone..
Lol..
Yes, this is the sarcasm section.
Those that know me.. will wonder.
Those that do...please encourage me...
I need that push..
A reason ..
Do not tease me..
On second thought.. please... tease me..
But don't be surprised when I follow through.
.. :)
Well.. I guess I am old enough to not need to be a monk..
I struggle with it.. decision..and decisions...
I know what I should be doing.. I just don't have that as an option..
I know what I need and want..
I have neither available to me.
Yet.. I still try..
And hope..
R 5/30/17
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