Sunday, February 19, 2017

Looking for an acronym.

Just isn't coming to mind.
Thoughts bouncing around in my head.
Lots to ponder.
Been looking at travel options.
Not having any sucess.
No decisions.

No plans. None that work.

I should order some car parts.
Start working on that project.
Have a reason to go home and work till the wee hours.
It will keep me busy and out of trouble.
It has been too long.

I just cannot figure out what I am supposed to be doing.
I thought I knew..
Really..
I just seemed to have lost my place.
Direction.. motivation.
I can continue to work as I have.
Live as if alone for another year.
I am good at it.
Or getting good at it.

Yes, I am lonely. I have no idea where I should be or who I can find to be with. I have burned some of those bridges and the rest are not safe to cross.

I am not sure if I caused them to be that way...or if it was outside influences. It seems not to matter at all.
It is what it is.

I am where I am.

Time to move.. in some direction.

R 2/19/17

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