Thoughts bouncing around in my head.
Lots to ponder.
Been looking at travel options.
Not having any sucess.
No decisions.
No plans. None that work.
I should order some car parts.
Start working on that project.
Have a reason to go home and work till the wee hours.
It will keep me busy and out of trouble.
It has been too long.
I just cannot figure out what I am supposed to be doing.
I thought I knew..
Really..
I just seemed to have lost my place.
Direction.. motivation.
I can continue to work as I have.
Live as if alone for another year.
I am good at it.
Or getting good at it.
Yes, I am lonely. I have no idea where I should be or who I can find to be with. I have burned some of those bridges and the rest are not safe to cross.
I am not sure if I caused them to be that way...or if it was outside influences. It seems not to matter at all.
It is what it is.
I am where I am.
Time to move.. in some direction.
R 2/19/17
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