Yesterday was my work anniversary.
14 years.
A few on LinkedIn noticed. I didnt even notice.
I've come a ways since 2003.
I got home on time..cooked..ate.. watched a lil tv. Decided to go have a beer.
As usual I opened my phone to post to this blog..and noticed I had 118 emails that it was too hot for the equipment at work.
I called..no one answered. I called another number..no answer..I called a third.. got someone.. they said they could not find anyone..
I paid for my half beer and drove in to work.
I did the regular things..fans opend doors.. and climbed up to the roof. Climbed down.. got tools and equipment.. took the ac apart. Brushed out the dirt.. blew out with a compressor.. for about an hour. Cycled the main power.. opened some vents.. buttoned it all up. The temperature stabilized. I called service and scheduled a call for the morning.
And I went into work early..this morning..again.
Woke with a start... jumped up..got in the shower... and still was an hour early.. later I took an abbreviated lunch..and was back to work.
So it has been another long day.
It is(was) only Wednesday.
I have been looking at planes..
Nothing is falling into place.
Nothing is whispering. . Hey..do this ..
I am so conflicted.
I really hate not having some kind of plan.
I am very spontaneous. .or I can be. But if it just me..my plans.. I need to schedule.
I am capable of drop everything. Lets go..
But I have not had many opportunities.
Something like that needs a partner..
I don't ..
I just can not figure where I should be.
Yeah..im old and grey..and alone.
I have not traveled out side the country..
I need a reason. Alone would suck.
It would be something to share.
I guess I took a wrong turn years ago..
You just can not go back..
Yeah..I know ..im kinda disjointed tonight...
No real focus.
Middle of a long week.
I will sleep soon..and start another day.
I probably won't remember posting this.
I do know..I go home to an empty bed.
And have to get up early and do it all again.
Here is to tomorrow.
R 2/16/17
14 years.
A few on LinkedIn noticed. I didnt even notice.
I've come a ways since 2003.
I got home on time..cooked..ate.. watched a lil tv. Decided to go have a beer.
As usual I opened my phone to post to this blog..and noticed I had 118 emails that it was too hot for the equipment at work.
I called..no one answered. I called another number..no answer..I called a third.. got someone.. they said they could not find anyone..
I paid for my half beer and drove in to work.
I did the regular things..fans opend doors.. and climbed up to the roof. Climbed down.. got tools and equipment.. took the ac apart. Brushed out the dirt.. blew out with a compressor.. for about an hour. Cycled the main power.. opened some vents.. buttoned it all up. The temperature stabilized. I called service and scheduled a call for the morning.
And I went into work early..this morning..again.
Woke with a start... jumped up..got in the shower... and still was an hour early.. later I took an abbreviated lunch..and was back to work.
So it has been another long day.
It is(was) only Wednesday.
I have been looking at planes..
Nothing is falling into place.
Nothing is whispering. . Hey..do this ..
I am so conflicted.
I really hate not having some kind of plan.
I am very spontaneous. .or I can be. But if it just me..my plans.. I need to schedule.
I am capable of drop everything. Lets go..
But I have not had many opportunities.
Something like that needs a partner..
I don't ..
I just can not figure where I should be.
Yeah..im old and grey..and alone.
I have not traveled out side the country..
I need a reason. Alone would suck.
It would be something to share.
I guess I took a wrong turn years ago..
You just can not go back..
Yeah..I know ..im kinda disjointed tonight...
No real focus.
Middle of a long week.
I will sleep soon..and start another day.
I probably won't remember posting this.
I do know..I go home to an empty bed.
And have to get up early and do it all again.
Here is to tomorrow.
R 2/16/17
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