Busy busy

Yes it was one of those days.
Stayed home..worked on tax forms.
Did not wake up this morning. Late.
Meeting in 20 mins. 10min drive to work..
Made it but it looked like had been out drinking all night.

I made it through. And got much accomplished.
Verified a $1500 / mo deal. Ordered parts. Spent money.

So tonight.. beer.
Tomorrow. . We will see.

I did have a good conversation with my old friend.
Building that lost friendship.

I also heard from the local yesterday... but it seemed like a fishing test. Nothing came from it.

I also heard from the other local.. was out drinking with work..early..too early.

Why are almost all the ones I know .. broken..??
I mean beyond the point where I could be considered to help?
One says she deserves to be swept off her feet..
Yes..they all do. But won't give anyone the chance.
I could do that. I would. But you have to let me in. Not happening...
Not tall, buff, young, ripped, ...blah blah..
So I gave up trying.

And here I am.

2016 was the year of alone.
What will I call 2017?

Im not rich. Not sucessful.
Slightly respected.
Definitely depended on.
Somewhat appreciated..
Just the me I have always been.
Making my way.

The young adult has been doing her impersonation of a modern vampire.. only up at night..sleeps all day.. which totally clashes with my schedule.
So I come home to an empty house. Cook and eat alone. Do all the chores...its like I live alone..
But somehow..I use more utilities..and the food disappears..

Stuck.

Sure we chat.. but nothing.
I need to remind her about the agreement.
' if you are not in school. You need a job'
It has been almost a year.

I am here.
Im busy.
Enough.

I need a life.

Hello ..

February. .2017......

R 1/31/17

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