I have requested time off.. merely 2 days..granted.
I have booked the flight and reserved the car..
I will go and pay my respects to an old friend.
He is gone too soon.
I need to find someone there to play 'drinking Uno' as homage to his passing.
I have a place to stay.. thank you!
I will find some things to do while I am there. Others to visit.
Ones I missed last time. And ones I cannot miss.
I need to figure out my future.. I am not stuck here...I am not stuck here..I am not stuck here......
It is a good time here to own a home..the market is hot. I saw a house on my way to work..sold in 5 days.. I saw the yard sale..and next a sold sign.
I could take and run...
I have to plan the MINI trip.. maybe tomorrow. . August!
21 hours each way.. so 2 days..travel..2 days of Mini's.. and 3 hotels. Meals and gas.
That is what the tax return has been saved for...and I need the road trip. Oh how I need the road trip.
I have lots of work at home to finish.. extra $.. but I need to spend the time at home to do it.
Work has extended the set launch by a week.. not because of technical but human training. It gives me time to fix stuff and work on the normal that I have put off.. tasks..and such.. but much stress and lots to do.. if it wasn't for the new friends..I would have melted down a while ago.. I am holding on.. and waiting for the planned trips.. then I should find a home task..that I have been putting off..and just get it done..
If I am busy..I don't realize the passage of time.. and I get on to the next..
10 months..seemed like it flew by..enjoying every minute.. but now 2 years later.. it seems like a lifetime.. another life..
It is just a moment in time.
I just do not know where to file it.
It belongs somewhere. .but just don't fit where it is..
But it has company.. some things defy filing..
It is a chapter .. that stands on its own.
Reader note:
This is the point..of the brain dump.. the start was intended to make you read this.. this is the real reason I post.. to let it out.. my tourture.. my expectations..my demons.. past this.. the filters are off.
Many times I read this later..and wonder where it came from..
It is in my head..and finds its way to my fingers...
My confidants. .are far away..and usually unavailable. .
So here I am.. typing this post..sharing a brain dump..
The stuff in my head.
Pain .. happiness. .frustration. . Grief. Loves. .
It is all here..and for you to see.
Most will never meet me.. but those few I have given the link to..
This is me.. I release it all here..
What can I do?
Just this..
If you see me and find a reason to ask or tell me... anything...
You should..
For those that read this .. and will never meet me..
Share.. I could use your input..
Ok..
How do I proceed..?
Keep on..
Mess it up
Or let it be..
?
R 6/28/17
I have booked the flight and reserved the car..
I will go and pay my respects to an old friend.
He is gone too soon.
I need to find someone there to play 'drinking Uno' as homage to his passing.
I have a place to stay.. thank you!
I will find some things to do while I am there. Others to visit.
Ones I missed last time. And ones I cannot miss.
I need to figure out my future.. I am not stuck here...I am not stuck here..I am not stuck here......
It is a good time here to own a home..the market is hot. I saw a house on my way to work..sold in 5 days.. I saw the yard sale..and next a sold sign.
I could take and run...
I have to plan the MINI trip.. maybe tomorrow. . August!
21 hours each way.. so 2 days..travel..2 days of Mini's.. and 3 hotels. Meals and gas.
That is what the tax return has been saved for...and I need the road trip. Oh how I need the road trip.
I have lots of work at home to finish.. extra $.. but I need to spend the time at home to do it.
Work has extended the set launch by a week.. not because of technical but human training. It gives me time to fix stuff and work on the normal that I have put off.. tasks..and such.. but much stress and lots to do.. if it wasn't for the new friends..I would have melted down a while ago.. I am holding on.. and waiting for the planned trips.. then I should find a home task..that I have been putting off..and just get it done..
If I am busy..I don't realize the passage of time.. and I get on to the next..
10 months..seemed like it flew by..enjoying every minute.. but now 2 years later.. it seems like a lifetime.. another life..
It is just a moment in time.
I just do not know where to file it.
It belongs somewhere. .but just don't fit where it is..
But it has company.. some things defy filing..
It is a chapter .. that stands on its own.
Reader note:
This is the point..of the brain dump.. the start was intended to make you read this.. this is the real reason I post.. to let it out.. my tourture.. my expectations..my demons.. past this.. the filters are off.
Many times I read this later..and wonder where it came from..
It is in my head..and finds its way to my fingers...
My confidants. .are far away..and usually unavailable. .
So here I am.. typing this post..sharing a brain dump..
The stuff in my head.
Pain .. happiness. .frustration. . Grief. Loves. .
It is all here..and for you to see.
Most will never meet me.. but those few I have given the link to..
This is me.. I release it all here..
What can I do?
Just this..
If you see me and find a reason to ask or tell me... anything...
You should..
For those that read this .. and will never meet me..
Share.. I could use your input..
Ok..
How do I proceed..?
Keep on..
Mess it up
Or let it be..
?
R 6/28/17
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