So.. I got a few things done.
I asked about the funeral.. complications..and delays.. I will be told as soon as a decision has been made.. I woukd like to make it to pay my respects.
I went to the outing..and everyone had fun.
I got few more things done at work.. now we have a busy week ahead.. corp boss in on Friday..need to coordinate moves and decide how to proceed.
I need to do all I can and shine!
I am a little off.. I need to schedule a few things to step through.
I have to visit a site and plan and order circuits..
Tasks. .
Personally.. I am too busy to try..
Of course I have .. now that I cannot take advantage.. offers.. people noticing..
Its nice to be seen.. wanted.. needed... but I have never had the luxury of being a priority in anyones life for more than a moment.
Never worthy beyond a point.. never what I need there, for me.
Not that has ever been anyones responsibility. And never anything I could do to make the results different. I am just 'that' guy..
Every now and then.. it's ok to be...'that guy'.
But this is the week to stop thinking about things that can put a smile on my face and just work.. impress the bosses.. keep my job.. and get paid.
The personal smiles..are really not important to anyone but me.
But there is always.. another day..another task.
R 6/12/17
I asked about the funeral.. complications..and delays.. I will be told as soon as a decision has been made.. I woukd like to make it to pay my respects.
I went to the outing..and everyone had fun.
I got few more things done at work.. now we have a busy week ahead.. corp boss in on Friday..need to coordinate moves and decide how to proceed.
I need to do all I can and shine!
I am a little off.. I need to schedule a few things to step through.
I have to visit a site and plan and order circuits..
Tasks. .
Personally.. I am too busy to try..
Of course I have .. now that I cannot take advantage.. offers.. people noticing..
Its nice to be seen.. wanted.. needed... but I have never had the luxury of being a priority in anyones life for more than a moment.
Never worthy beyond a point.. never what I need there, for me.
Not that has ever been anyones responsibility. And never anything I could do to make the results different. I am just 'that' guy..
Every now and then.. it's ok to be...'that guy'.
But this is the week to stop thinking about things that can put a smile on my face and just work.. impress the bosses.. keep my job.. and get paid.
The personal smiles..are really not important to anyone but me.
But there is always.. another day..another task.
R 6/12/17
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