Here I am.
I needed to get away from home .. nothing going on there.. need to be around others..strangers are ok. A couple people I know.
Time to sit and think. Listen to the music.
Re-read past few posts. Think about tasks at hand.
Keep to the plan.
Weather issues with work today. Got to check in the morning and see where things are.
Need to figure out the trip..nail down some outline of things that need to be done. Of Course plans will change as need be..but dont want to be aimless. The needs of who to see and who to spend time with., I have the get together Saturday night. But no other scheduled plans. Only 3 people know I will be there..I never want to tell too many for fear of not having enough time..and disappointing someone .. as I always do.
I can always plan another.. just have follow through.
Lots depend on work. I expect to be busy..I expect to need to be there.. but.. it has been 2 years since I was able to be seen.. and I know my image is fading to some.
It is what it is..
I have been told you cannot go back home.
Meaning it is never what you thought it was.. and it always changes to something different over time.
Right now at this place..as I have been for quite a while.. I have no new options. Nothing jumping out to me..not that I have been looking real hard. But it is time. I have the means to take advantage of the opportunity. . Changes could help.. and give me something new.
I also rationalize that a change may be what my young adult needs to be her own person. Completing the parent job.. one thing I am stressing over..one of many.
I have made steps at home. Spring cleaning.. I need to see about a long lunch and check on my car project.. start moving ..
I know where..I just need to find out how much and how long..drop it off and order the parts...
If it ever stops snowing... and warms up.. yep.. a warm winter..now a snowy spring.. cold and wet.
It is at least a month project at most. Its been 3 years...
Well, still alone.. mostly over my cold. Been spending too much time at work. But never much to come home to. Cooking and cleaning..
Yard work... need a plan.. get some things upgraded ..
It's been an hour.. thinning out..a little. Still loud..
Even though I am alone. I needed this. To be around others.
I fell asleep when I got home..then debated leaving.. but It was a good idea. .. so far.
Shook 3 hands and got 2 hugs.. had 3 drinks..
Could be worse.
Maybe..I should text a few people Sunday.. see what they are up to..
Animals?? Tomorrow? If not..cleaning..cooking..and probably work.
I will try not to burn any bridges.. promise.
No..not an April fool.. trying not to be a fool.
R 4/2/17
I needed to get away from home .. nothing going on there.. need to be around others..strangers are ok. A couple people I know.
Time to sit and think. Listen to the music.
Re-read past few posts. Think about tasks at hand.
Keep to the plan.
Weather issues with work today. Got to check in the morning and see where things are.
Need to figure out the trip..nail down some outline of things that need to be done. Of Course plans will change as need be..but dont want to be aimless. The needs of who to see and who to spend time with., I have the get together Saturday night. But no other scheduled plans. Only 3 people know I will be there..I never want to tell too many for fear of not having enough time..and disappointing someone .. as I always do.
I can always plan another.. just have follow through.
Lots depend on work. I expect to be busy..I expect to need to be there.. but.. it has been 2 years since I was able to be seen.. and I know my image is fading to some.
It is what it is..
I have been told you cannot go back home.
Meaning it is never what you thought it was.. and it always changes to something different over time.
Right now at this place..as I have been for quite a while.. I have no new options. Nothing jumping out to me..not that I have been looking real hard. But it is time. I have the means to take advantage of the opportunity. . Changes could help.. and give me something new.
I also rationalize that a change may be what my young adult needs to be her own person. Completing the parent job.. one thing I am stressing over..one of many.
I have made steps at home. Spring cleaning.. I need to see about a long lunch and check on my car project.. start moving ..
I know where..I just need to find out how much and how long..drop it off and order the parts...
If it ever stops snowing... and warms up.. yep.. a warm winter..now a snowy spring.. cold and wet.
It is at least a month project at most. Its been 3 years...
Well, still alone.. mostly over my cold. Been spending too much time at work. But never much to come home to. Cooking and cleaning..
Yard work... need a plan.. get some things upgraded ..
It's been an hour.. thinning out..a little. Still loud..
Even though I am alone. I needed this. To be around others.
I fell asleep when I got home..then debated leaving.. but It was a good idea. .. so far.
Shook 3 hands and got 2 hugs.. had 3 drinks..
Could be worse.
Maybe..I should text a few people Sunday.. see what they are up to..
Animals?? Tomorrow? If not..cleaning..cooking..and probably work.
I will try not to burn any bridges.. promise.
No..not an April fool.. trying not to be a fool.
R 4/2/17
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