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Cold in here.
Cold snap happening. Gonna snow.
I am so ready.
Yes I am old. I still love snow.
I don't mind moving it. Driving in it. Watching it fall.
I have graduated to the point of enjoying it when everyone else hates it. I have ..as far as I know..always loved the snow.
I learned to drive in it..trial and error.. learned what vehicle configuration works..or dont.. and loved every minute of it.
I learned how to drive a vehicle not ready for snow in the snow.. make it work..
Fun!
Alone or with friends.. 2 wheel or 4..
A skill many never know.

Donuts in an empty parking lot..in the snow!

.
Here I sit.
Me.

I am so lucky.
I know no one that has done anything close to my life.
And been close to what I have experienced. .
Try it.
Live it.
For a lonely geek.. I have had an experience!


Cold. Alone.tired.indecisive.
And always tempted.

I have a few decisions to make.

A few options.. some were not there..or not aparrent before.
Now . Maybe.
Deciphering..
A task.. a skill.
Often wrong.
But.. sometimes... right on the money!
(Another one I need to research)

Hey!.
Stop.
Stop being ... confusing.

Stop being mysterious.

Yes. It is a filter. A way to keep the .. undesirables away.. guessing, for ever more.
But.. it hinders those of us that care.
Really care.

You know..if we go for a long time...
And lose hope. Lose a .. confirmation.. we doubt.

We suffer. We wonder. We. .. I .. doubt my self.

Sorry it dropped to this place..
But .. it is.. where I live.
Have lived for so long.

...
. . .
. . .

I need a change.

R 12-06-16

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