Saturday, July 8, 2023

Wow!

Let's see how long the battery lasts..
Been using my phone all day.

Anyway.. Wow!! 
It was a good few days off.
I left at 5p, on Monday and sailed all the way.  Zero traffic.  Right through Boston.
I got there at 9p.. 
It was really nice, we went for a walk in the dark around the farm. We were walking down the road, and it was so dark, then we saw all the firefly's ! They were everywhere. It was so cool!!
 It tried to rain on the 4th, but was clear by evening. We went and met her friends at the lake, swam and had some wine and snacks. Then we got fresh lobster and then went to the fireworks. It was a nice night. We walked around the township and saw all the mill falls. 
We were going to stay in the cabin, and went to check it out and found that someone had tried to break in recently, so kinda didn't feel safe..so went back to the house. We calmed down and went to sleep.
Like the night before, we slept in each other's arms and it was so nice. 
I actually found someone that wants to cuddle all night. I woke early and saw the sunrise through the fog and it was so perfect.  Wen tot back to sleep , till later.. she had to work and we got up together and had coffee and after she left, I repaired the door knob on the cabin and moved the tv box to the back of the truck, read the engine codes on the truck and then I turned on the new TV and read my book a bit, then napped through close encounters of the third kind.
After she got home from work, I read the codes in the Volvo.  She was busy with the horses and the regular chores.. I cleaned the trail cam, and then we walked her new property and hung the new no trespassing signs.  Mounted a cam and then talked a bit before I had to hit the road and she had to go back into work.
It was a full few days..and my ride home was easy too.. 
We discussed her requirements, and she asked several times..If I was sure I wanted to still get involved. 
Really..if your trying to scare me away . .. it will take a lot more than this.. the drama is so low on the scale.. I am in . Hooked..
I am already planning my next few days.. I almost wanted to leave work today..and head up..but she was supposed to work a double and the overnight for the next few days..
It changed as I expected it would..but I didn't find out till 7 ish..
I could still do it..but no ... Next weekend.. which will be my last weekend before call weeks.. ..
Then MOTM.. and she don't think she can go  :(   so.. just L, J and me In 2 cars..  I have a possible.. but will have to coordinate. Or not..
We will see.. 
I still need to chat with A and explain what is .. 
She is only here for another 2.5 months..and we have had 2 brief outings.. and now I have N and won't mess that up .. the friendship will remain..even the closeness . But ..
I expect. .. retraction.. but let's find out.. tomorrow is Saturday..and I have some midday time to kill... I will reach out.
I will explain..I will also tell N all about it..
I expect it's good and each will understand.. 
N isn't jealous and A isn't interested anymore.. so.  It's on me. 
Be me.

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I'm happy. More happy with me in general. I was happy up to this. And now I'm in the grove. 
Yeah, I was lonely..and just working..but I was generally happy..and this is what I was waiting to be happy about.
I'm good.. now I'm better.
That's it ... In a nut shell.
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Now I have something to look forward to. .. I have memories to make..  we ... Have memories to make..
I think we are good for each other and I know it's good for me.
I have not slept so peacefully in such a long time.. 
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So tomorrow is the local restaurant with L and J.  In the evening..maybe if A is available we can get lunch..
I have a few repairs..and some yard work.. .. and of course groceries and laundry and maybe a haircut.. 
It will be a full day.

...
Ok 
Wish me continued success. 

R

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