weekend

Not that I can finish last night's thought.. 

So.. made it through the week.

After work, pizza and delivery logging, I decided to pull some weeds and trim the trees hanging in the driveway.

I got half the front yard weeded..

Pulled the Indian paintbrush and dandelions.. filled the wheelbarrow.

I'm sore.. I took a shower.. and here I am.

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I need to figure out meals and groceries for the long weekend..I'm assuming L and J will not cook..soi may make a roast or pulled pork for them.. 

I need to make sure I get good sleep on Sunday, so I'm not too tired to drive up on Monday after work.

I'm hoping to be on the road by 5 and will be there by 10. Ambitious.. but doable.

This will be visit 3.. 

Short and hopefully just what we need..maybe we can figure out how this will go..

The distance thing is something I can work with. Hopefully N can too. 

I need to ask. 

We have no problem talking to each other..

It is funny.. we are so alike.. we think similar and do many things the same ..

We have similar ethics and opinions..

But we both are strong and self sufficient..

She is a doer, and not afraid to ask or to figure out what needs to be..

She isn't a know it all but knows a lot.

Professional and skilled. Knows what she knows and is willing to learn more. And not afraid to ask for help or to be taught.

She does not seem overly competitive..and can teach what she knows easily..and doesn't look down on those that don't know..

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Hmmm ...

Am I .. infatuated yet???

If I am not..I should be.

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Yeah..maybe I'm ahead of myself..

We have been texting since November.. and it's nearly July..and we fit.. so far..and in person it is the same..we are old friends and I have always been attracted to her.

Although, back then, I didn't do much about it..and she let me.

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But we were always friends 

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Ok..

That's what is in my head..

The rest is to come ...

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Time is ticking..and I need to figure out what my next thing is..I have been focused on work and car repair and maintenance..I have not needed anything..well I needed.but knew I wasn't..getting...

I have been good financially..and now I'm back to making do ... Juggling what I make with the inflation and what I want and need.

I'm not broke ..no matter how much I try to make my self think I am..

We are still going out to eat 2 nights a week and pizza Fridays .. and my weekend bar visits. It all adds up to spending ..

I have little in the bank..less with the inflation and mortgage.. and the new job.. been a year .and a half and have not recovered... So far... The union is fighting for the scheduled raises..and will get us them.. eventually..but... Still way lower than TV wages .

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Yes I'm still wondering if that was the right move.. personally.. mentally.. it was..but monetarily.. no..

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As always ..being happy is . .. overrated..

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Maybe N will change that thought...

R