can things fit? sometimes..

Ok.. I had this memory pop up..

It fits.. "

I was thinking this morning..

as we get older.. we should be looking more toward someone we want to be near. 

Not what we wanted when we were young, not the perfect person, the one to grow with..we need someone who is grown, and will accept us as we are, and we accept them as they are. 

We need someone that forgives more than blames. We need to be forgiving and understanding of each others faults and history. 

The baggage is part of who we are. We carry it around with us and either share it or not, but it is part of who we have become. 

As soon as we realize this, the sooner we can allow someone else in, to love us for all we are. They need to see it is the same for them. 

Accept, forgive, love. 

Rp "

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How to remind someone who needs to know this....

Should I repost? 

I want to..

It's relevant.

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So . .. my current thought...

She is depressed about the theft .

All the implications.. 

Was it someone she knows.. or a random act.. but it seemed deliberate..and after the Cabin door being broken.... 

It could be taken as a warning... And here I am.. trying to make a relationship.. it seemed good .. but now..I don't know, she seems annoyed with me..and we can't synchronize our lives.. it looks like more than a full month before we can see each other..

If she wants to.. 

I am full of doubt.

Maybe.. labor day..??

I have it off . .. I could go up..add a day..

But do I ask now or wait..it's more than a month away...

..so much going on..

Summer apart sucks.

..

So..as always I'm alone..

Even with a girlfriend..

..

I have told those that care..

And have been pushed to the side..because I have a girl...

But ..do I??

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We no longer text every day..  

We have not had any success talking on the phone.. the coverage sucks.

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So I have signed up for details at work..it's good money and may look good to the bosses..

But, it curbs the availability..

I have maybe 2 or 3 weekends free next month.. then it's labor day..

Maybe . .. 

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I was so hopeful that this would be so good..she seemed ...pushy..wanting more..and I always wanted to get closer to her..

We had . good chemistry..even with the old baggage.. 

I don't know why it's not moving forward..it seems to be sliding back ..

I'm screwed.. 

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R