Yes, I overthink.. 
It only causes personal grief..
I wish I could stop.
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She reached out..asked me to do something for her..
I was more than willing..
I actually spent hours  with this ..
The results were favorable.. 
I did my research..
She replied with gratitude!
So I feel good. 
She recognized my efforts..
A good sign.
..
I was saw that video again..
How not to be annoying..
By constantly contacting..
So.. I'm trying to follow the advice..
I want to. . but should not.. 
We are both busy and know we need each other and the distance needs to be accepted..and Understood.
So..I'm trying not to text all the time..
So far..so good.
I did ask about Labor Day.. 
Maybe.. but I will put in for the Tuesday.. and see ..
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MOTM is Wednesday! .. we leave and I think we are ready.. it's just us 3..in 2 cars.. a week of long drives..
Yeah.. just me in Betty..and L&J in Pearl...
I did not find a theme.. or something to make us stand out among the 1000+ Mini's...
So.. just a face in the crowd..
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A is in Milwaukee..and N is working..
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It could have been a memory..
It is just a thing..and a bill..
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I am gonna try to have fun..and get into the Mini of it all..
Summer weekend in Mackinaw!
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The cars are annoying me..and the projects loom..but I will wait and get it done.
We will have a 3rd car..and one for Jarre to drive if they get a license.
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The future holds a few questions..that could be..or it could be .. just the same .
Im hopeful..even with the long delay between visits .
It could be very worthwhile.
..
Possibilities......
..
I'm trying not to..to prevent disappointment..cause it happens..
More than I care to admit..even to myself..
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It must be time for a roadtrip. 
I'm having the summer blues..
Not able to complete .. and no satisfaction with stuff that should be so easy..having to puzzle it out.. with no positive results..
...so need some road time.. I think I need to dump the Wall and Dark Side on a MP3..for the drive...
Head music..
....
So .
I know it's a long work day for N..but want to text.. 
It is really a struggle to be out of reach..
No!.. don't annoy.. she knows that in thinking of her..I hope she is thinking of me..now and then .
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:)
R
 
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