Tired

On days immediately following a short vacation.. I fi d I am the busiest. . And the most tired. There ..as usual never enough time in the day to complete its tasks. At the intervals of quiet.. I dose..or fight sleep.. just to finally give in..and not be able to sleep...
Vacations ..even short ones or busy ones.. cause the mind to focus in different ways on thinks that matter.. you re-evaluate perceptions and decisions..you entertain possibilities..and hopes.. you decide what should be a regret.
I have thoughts of where I should be verses where I am.. I examine relationships both business and personal..
Not much different from the day to day..but many times from a slightly different perspective.

I find I am tired of making choices that keep me from my daily smiles. Responsibilities that I allow to rule my decisions conflict with the decisions that make me smile.. I need to find more smiles In My day. I had them..and they slipped away.. the daily smiles..

I miss being able to spread smiles.. that always makes me happy.
Decisions have to be made..

I need to figure this out..
I know what..where..and why.. I just have to make it..
Maybe..the smile will return..
Maybe I can make it spread.

I miss the daily..I miss the contact. It is there..but... not enough..

Goes without explanation..

Yet..I explain it to me..

R 8/9/17

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