You know.. there is a denied reality.. one you think and one that in all essence..is.
You can fool yourself. .listen to others perception of you..and even though you know it itsnt real..you let yourself believe it..in hope you can come out of your shell. . And live that reality..
Yet..you put yourself somewhere new..surrounded by friendly strangers.. and where are you?? Sitting alone..staring at the water..watching the boats go by..
No ambition..to approach anyone.. no one to talk with.. the kid has taken the car and gone back to the room.. left you downtown to listen to the band..
Not really interested.. just want to head home.. gonna sit here and think.. then walk up the road to the hotel.. got a 10 hour drive tomorrow. . Then 11 more and ill be home..
The reality.. I am alone where ever I go.. whom ever I am with..
R 8/5/17
You can fool yourself. .listen to others perception of you..and even though you know it itsnt real..you let yourself believe it..in hope you can come out of your shell. . And live that reality..
Yet..you put yourself somewhere new..surrounded by friendly strangers.. and where are you?? Sitting alone..staring at the water..watching the boats go by..
No ambition..to approach anyone.. no one to talk with.. the kid has taken the car and gone back to the room.. left you downtown to listen to the band..
Not really interested.. just want to head home.. gonna sit here and think.. then walk up the road to the hotel.. got a 10 hour drive tomorrow. . Then 11 more and ill be home..
The reality.. I am alone where ever I go.. whom ever I am with..
R 8/5/17
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