Another week of the same ole.. slow consistent starts to the day.
Busy but not hectic. I got into bed early and read for a while.. really couldn't sleep. Finally it was 2AM.. I had to turn out the light and try to sleep.. almost over slept.. but was in to work early and got some stuff done. Stayed a little late.. started home..and had to detour and it ended up being a longer drive home.. traffic and such.
I got home. .decided on dinner..but napped on the couch for a few minutes.. then made an interesting simple dinner and cleaned up did the dishes.. answered some email.. did some internet tech searches.. and contemplated having a beer.
So.. here I am.
I have a couple things I want to do.. I need to plan for August's MINI run... if I am going. . Book a room.. put in for the time.. then it's a given. .. barring a major malfunction. .
I need to think about the car situation.
Either get that motor started.. buy another for me.. maybe buy the company truck.. I also need to take a few hours and get the licenses renewed..
And that brings me to travel.. plane, auto, train or not at all.
I should do something..
I also need to update my resume.. keep that plan open..
I also need to work on this debt thing. Cut it down..
Some investment options come to mind..
Rent it out.. cash out of the mortgage. .sell and take the money and run..
I know a couple of peeps that could rent it.
Even if I just made the mortgage. . It would work..
But I know I could sell and take the equity and buy another elseware..and have a great start.
Plus.. work options are opening up in different places.. serious thought about being here..in this physical place.. mentally... gives reason to investigate the available options.. as always..I am looking for that place.. the one to go to..
Aparently where I am..as it is.. is not a place most of those that express interest in me .. want to visit.. friends...family.. those stranger than most.. (yes strangers or just strange)
..
Yet.. I am here..In a beautiful place.. been here 14 yrs.. no one will come here. I have had to kidnap people ..persons... to come here.
I know I am not one that screams.. vacation destination.. but really. . I have gone out of my way..out of my comfort zone.. to go see all of you.. more than once.. and lets not be talking about family.. close friends... with the exception of Dwight.. and Jen..who I kidnapped..
No one. I have had strangers come and spend time here with me..
But never..almost.. ones I care for.. do I need to move to a dangerous neighborhood? Armpit of the world?? In order for people to visit..is it always on me??. Really?
This has made me think.. for me.. it does not matter where I live..I have to bribe people to come see me..
Damn it.. I am moving to Hawaii !
Then the answer will always be no..no room.
I could pull off the 'brown howlee'
..
Dino..my Polynesian Mexican friend.. show me how..
Did you know.. beer can be brewed with really high alcohol rates.. more than 6%..?..
Most US beer is 3%.. maybe 6%..
The 12%..will kick you.. even a pint.. oh man!!
Nope. No one at home to nag.. It is all on me.
Because. . Right now.. It is just me.
My young adult..is not requiring much..from me.
The rational me.. says I need someone that will convince me to be responsible..set that example.. prod the one that needs it...
You know..at this place.. I am supposed to have help.. someone that cares enough to let me know when I need to act..or not.
A voice.. yes it should be the co-parent..I know that isnt gonna happen.
As with everything else.. I am alone..just me.
No real help. Random suggestions.
Appreciated. .but usually not relevant..
Maybe a total change of location..scenery..climate..will help..
Options have presented themselves. .
Decisions..
Chances..
Changes.
Wants and needs..
When they begin communicating witb eachother. .
There is something beyond 'the me'..
More like a destiny thing..
Maybe... time to ..get it...whatever that is... done.
Choices..
I am open to suggestions..
Don't be shy..
Ask.
R 2/8/17
Busy but not hectic. I got into bed early and read for a while.. really couldn't sleep. Finally it was 2AM.. I had to turn out the light and try to sleep.. almost over slept.. but was in to work early and got some stuff done. Stayed a little late.. started home..and had to detour and it ended up being a longer drive home.. traffic and such.
I got home. .decided on dinner..but napped on the couch for a few minutes.. then made an interesting simple dinner and cleaned up did the dishes.. answered some email.. did some internet tech searches.. and contemplated having a beer.
So.. here I am.
I have a couple things I want to do.. I need to plan for August's MINI run... if I am going. . Book a room.. put in for the time.. then it's a given. .. barring a major malfunction. .
I need to think about the car situation.
Either get that motor started.. buy another for me.. maybe buy the company truck.. I also need to take a few hours and get the licenses renewed..
And that brings me to travel.. plane, auto, train or not at all.
I should do something..
I also need to update my resume.. keep that plan open..
I also need to work on this debt thing. Cut it down..
Some investment options come to mind..
Rent it out.. cash out of the mortgage. .sell and take the money and run..
I know a couple of peeps that could rent it.
Even if I just made the mortgage. . It would work..
But I know I could sell and take the equity and buy another elseware..and have a great start.
Plus.. work options are opening up in different places.. serious thought about being here..in this physical place.. mentally... gives reason to investigate the available options.. as always..I am looking for that place.. the one to go to..
Aparently where I am..as it is.. is not a place most of those that express interest in me .. want to visit.. friends...family.. those stranger than most.. (yes strangers or just strange)
..
Yet.. I am here..In a beautiful place.. been here 14 yrs.. no one will come here. I have had to kidnap people ..persons... to come here.
I know I am not one that screams.. vacation destination.. but really. . I have gone out of my way..out of my comfort zone.. to go see all of you.. more than once.. and lets not be talking about family.. close friends... with the exception of Dwight.. and Jen..who I kidnapped..
No one. I have had strangers come and spend time here with me..
But never..almost.. ones I care for.. do I need to move to a dangerous neighborhood? Armpit of the world?? In order for people to visit..is it always on me??. Really?
This has made me think.. for me.. it does not matter where I live..I have to bribe people to come see me..
Damn it.. I am moving to Hawaii !
Then the answer will always be no..no room.
I could pull off the 'brown howlee'
..
Dino..my Polynesian Mexican friend.. show me how..
Did you know.. beer can be brewed with really high alcohol rates.. more than 6%..?..
Most US beer is 3%.. maybe 6%..
The 12%..will kick you.. even a pint.. oh man!!
Nope. No one at home to nag.. It is all on me.
Because. . Right now.. It is just me.
My young adult..is not requiring much..from me.
The rational me.. says I need someone that will convince me to be responsible..set that example.. prod the one that needs it...
You know..at this place.. I am supposed to have help.. someone that cares enough to let me know when I need to act..or not.
A voice.. yes it should be the co-parent..I know that isnt gonna happen.
As with everything else.. I am alone..just me.
No real help. Random suggestions.
Appreciated. .but usually not relevant..
Maybe a total change of location..scenery..climate..will help..
Options have presented themselves. .
Decisions..
Chances..
Changes.
Wants and needs..
When they begin communicating witb eachother. .
There is something beyond 'the me'..
More like a destiny thing..
Maybe... time to ..get it...whatever that is... done.
Choices..
I am open to suggestions..
Don't be shy..
Ask.
R 2/8/17
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