I am a victim of my own rules.
Some rules are an result of defining situations I find myself in.
Some just are simply a realization of events that happen...
repeatedly...
Assign it a rule.. and there you go.
Some rules you make.. pop in to remind you.
Just to see if you are paying attention...to see if you forget..
Forget that you are not worthy. That no one really does... without getting something.. forget that giving a damn...caring.. allowing someone in.. gets you nothing...well...confusion.. pain.. indecision.. doubt.
Yes, all quite dramatic..but really the story of life..the way it really is.
Care if you dare.. or be...
The little reality check.. makes a guy think.
There is things you want..things you can have and things you can't.
Sure, you go put yourself out there.. and get what you get...or not.
All it does is remind you..
Yeah, you can just take what you get.. for how little time it is given.
Try to move on..try not to obsess.. its hard. It nearly impossible to care so much and let go.
Not used.. not played.. just have to enjoy while it lasts.
Don't be cold.. Don't detatch.. cause if you do.. you will never see ..never be.. it will pass you by.
Even a smack upside the head won't help you see.
Then you will wallow in the ... why am I so...
I guess that should be a new rule.
Such is life..
Sometimes I have no idea. .
No..actually. .that is all the time.
R 10/9/16
Some rules are an result of defining situations I find myself in.
Some just are simply a realization of events that happen...
repeatedly...
Assign it a rule.. and there you go.
Some rules you make.. pop in to remind you.
Just to see if you are paying attention...to see if you forget..
Forget that you are not worthy. That no one really does... without getting something.. forget that giving a damn...caring.. allowing someone in.. gets you nothing...well...confusion.. pain.. indecision.. doubt.
Yes, all quite dramatic..but really the story of life..the way it really is.
Care if you dare.. or be...
The little reality check.. makes a guy think.
There is things you want..things you can have and things you can't.
Sure, you go put yourself out there.. and get what you get...or not.
All it does is remind you..
Yeah, you can just take what you get.. for how little time it is given.
Try to move on..try not to obsess.. its hard. It nearly impossible to care so much and let go.
Not used.. not played.. just have to enjoy while it lasts.
Don't be cold.. Don't detatch.. cause if you do.. you will never see ..never be.. it will pass you by.
Even a smack upside the head won't help you see.
Then you will wallow in the ... why am I so...
I guess that should be a new rule.
Such is life..
Sometimes I have no idea. .
No..actually. .that is all the time.
R 10/9/16
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