What did I do??

I have to wonder.
Do I deserve what I am getting?

I try to be good. I try to do good. I do my job to the best of my ability. I am a good father. A good friend. I truly care about people.
I dont steal or cheat. I am faithful and honest. I help people. I dont take advantage of the unsuspecting. I am not demanding. I try not to ask too much of my life. My expectations are not over the top. I truly like people unless they .give me reason not to..and usually give more than one chance to make up .for many things that cannot be controlled.

Why am I in the place I have found myself?

I constantly make mistakes and find regret in each mistake.

I hurt people without trying..and never ever what I want.
Karma isnt working with me.. I must have pissed her off too.

Well.. just have to keep working at it.
People in my life matter. I try to let them know this..but often fail.

I have a few projects coming up.. good deeds planned for no other reason than they are appreciated...

I recognize appreciation and gratitude.. and it always makes me smile. Warms my heart..

That is why I am so confused as to why I am where I am.

???

R 3/18/16

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