So.. here I go..
Today went surprisingly well.
I snuck out early for lunch..went to the chiropractor. ..
Chatted with my favorite person.. had a quick lunch and worked an hour late. Got a few tasks done..ordred some stuff. Fixed an account and scheduled a task... I think I am going to complete a few timely tasks.. early.. big pat on the back to me from me...
Missions.. accomplished..
Not that anyone else will notice..
Tu..tooo..
(Blowing my own horn)
:)
Yet.. here I am.
The Dr. Did not fix..me.. yet.. I need to plan another visit.. maybe Thursday. .. . I have not been available..to get adjusted for about 4 years.money or time.. but it has become a need... had to be done.
I have a few irons in the fire.. I need to strike that iron while it is hot..and mold it to what I need..for me.. I could make my life so different..I could fix some of the holes I need to bridge..
If not a destination. ..but a place to be..a place to move on from.
I spoke with a friend in a similar place..and we could relieve a lot of eachothers stresses...by working together.. toward individual peace. We could help eachother find a common place.. that.. there is more smiles than frowns.. our progeny could find commonality to help eachother become whole.. or at least..find differences to realize the need to be close.
Taking the burden of parenting..and turning it into friendship that becomes common ..
One can hope.
None of this could happen..
But... I have thought about it..
It could be a nice thing....
But.. all in all.. I expect a boot in the butt...
A snicker..and you deserved that.
Happy endings.. are not for me..
I just will try..
I am not done..
I know I can make someone smile..
It always makes me smile..grin if you will...
When I can help someone i know smile.
I smile.
It really makes me happy.
What next ?
Help me.. I know.. I have things to do.. I must..and will.
It will make the difference.
....
I don't really need a push...
I just need to know.. now is the time..
I have calculated it...
It fits..
Everything is ligning up..
I ..
Need to stop.. trying to figure out what I already know. ..
And do something.
Ok...
That is all for now..
Reread.this and know.
R 10/24/17
Today went surprisingly well.
I snuck out early for lunch..went to the chiropractor. ..
Chatted with my favorite person.. had a quick lunch and worked an hour late. Got a few tasks done..ordred some stuff. Fixed an account and scheduled a task... I think I am going to complete a few timely tasks.. early.. big pat on the back to me from me...
Missions.. accomplished..
Not that anyone else will notice..
Tu..tooo..
(Blowing my own horn)
:)
Yet.. here I am.
The Dr. Did not fix..me.. yet.. I need to plan another visit.. maybe Thursday. .. . I have not been available..to get adjusted for about 4 years.money or time.. but it has become a need... had to be done.
I have a few irons in the fire.. I need to strike that iron while it is hot..and mold it to what I need..for me.. I could make my life so different..I could fix some of the holes I need to bridge..
If not a destination. ..but a place to be..a place to move on from.
I spoke with a friend in a similar place..and we could relieve a lot of eachothers stresses...by working together.. toward individual peace. We could help eachother find a common place.. that.. there is more smiles than frowns.. our progeny could find commonality to help eachother become whole.. or at least..find differences to realize the need to be close.
Taking the burden of parenting..and turning it into friendship that becomes common ..
One can hope.
None of this could happen..
But... I have thought about it..
It could be a nice thing....
But.. all in all.. I expect a boot in the butt...
A snicker..and you deserved that.
Happy endings.. are not for me..
I just will try..
I am not done..
I know I can make someone smile..
It always makes me smile..grin if you will...
When I can help someone i know smile.
I smile.
It really makes me happy.
What next ?
Help me.. I know.. I have things to do.. I must..and will.
It will make the difference.
....
I don't really need a push...
I just need to know.. now is the time..
I have calculated it...
It fits..
Everything is ligning up..
I ..
Need to stop.. trying to figure out what I already know. ..
And do something.
Ok...
That is all for now..
Reread.this and know.
R 10/24/17
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