Busy..

Usually I am busy or try to be busy. I like to get things done.
Most of the people I know are this way.
When you have so much to get done..it can be overwhelming. .it can also energize you.. I try to get and stay energized. . But I have days that I just cannot seem to get anything done.
It is just one thing and another and another.. I never seem to finish one..
Today was a long day.. I did finally get a few things started and a couple things done .. there were the usual stone walls..and challenges.. popup tasks to take me away from the one I was on..but I stayed late and kept at it.
Of course as I was leaving..I found 2 more things to do..that could not wait. And another that will till tomorrow.
I have plans to get something done tomorrow morning..
We will see if I am successful. . Or if the weather or some other thing prevents it..

Other than that.. my non work stuff is being ignored.. I need to fix a couple things. I need to clean ..I need to sort..
I should rearrange.. a few things.. my house..my room..my garage..my life.

I am not getting any of that done. My incentive and ambition is just not there.. I need help finding motivation.
The rest is wearing me out..so when I should be destressing. .and working on me and my stuff..I dont.

I am grateful for the connections I have.. the ones that find me..and allow me to be a part of their lives.. it gives me the warm fuzzy. . That lets me see I am not just doing an endless day to day..with no results.. I would be lost without them.. I hope they know this.. I hope I show them how much I appreciate that they allow me into their circle.

Thank you!

I know I do everything I can do for those I know. Those that know me.. they do so much for me..this lonely guy..
I moved out here away from all I find comfortable. .and I made it work.. for a long time. But now here I am.. hoping for an opportunity to make a change.. it is what I need.. I just need to not too busy to ask the right person and see what they say...see if they think I should even try..if not..it is time to make serious changes..
Or not.. I could just keep on til they dont need me any longer..

I have the bridge and box already picked out..

Just to busy for that right now..

What is next??
I guess I will see what comes across my desk..or what request takes priority..
I sometimes get to decide the importance of the request.. if it is important to me. .
And I can decide if I feel it is a priority to me...
This is true in my personal struggle as well.

I have found..sometimes I have no choice..the person or situation is already defined as a priority in my life..and I must make it happen.
I will.
I am never too busy for the ones that are an established priority in my life.

All I can ask..is do not be too busy for me..

That is fair right??

R 10/6/17

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