Where I am.. as opposed to where am I?

I am here... right here.
I know I am where I am..so I am not lost.
I am here.

I know I cannot go there.
The many there's..

I cannot hope to force it to be different..or even as it was..

I struggle to be what it has become. Not where I wanted to be.
But I accept it..I know I have to..

Sure, I want it to be different..but..I knew going in...it would be something I have been through before..
And yes it has..

I cant give up.. part of me is you. That will not change..
As I said. Part of you is mine..and me yours.

But I know..now isnt the time..and life will go on.

I know how to do this..
Done it before..

Love you!

R/24/16

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