I am at that awkward point.
I dont know what I can and cannot do.
I dont know how much I should say, like, share.
I am not competing, not backing away, just not trying to damage anything.
Its a fine line and I dont know where it is.
Don't get me wrong.. I still care immensely, but dont want to appear to be the clingy nusiance. That will only lead down the road to the 'just leave me alone'
I am back to second guessing..and doubt.
A familiar place. But never where I want to live.
Confidence comes hard to me and takes time.
It is never easy for me.
So here I am..
Just me ..
Not your fault.
Totally on me.
Need to get under to get over..
(Thanks Andie)
But with me that is always my difficulty.
R 2/14/16💔
I dont know what I can and cannot do.
I dont know how much I should say, like, share.
I am not competing, not backing away, just not trying to damage anything.
Its a fine line and I dont know where it is.
Don't get me wrong.. I still care immensely, but dont want to appear to be the clingy nusiance. That will only lead down the road to the 'just leave me alone'
I am back to second guessing..and doubt.
A familiar place. But never where I want to live.
Confidence comes hard to me and takes time.
It is never easy for me.
So here I am..
Just me ..
Not your fault.
Totally on me.
Need to get under to get over..
(Thanks Andie)
But with me that is always my difficulty.
R 2/14/16💔
posted from Bloggeroid
No comments:
Post a Comment