relief....

Well.. you only appear short on cash when you forget to record a paycheck. .. I seemed to have missed the middle paycheck last month.. crisis postponed..  

I was reconciling my bank statement..and found I didn't add in the paycheck from the weekend I drove to Detroit...

Once I did that and re-hid the cushion money.. the statement balanced ..

I did have a week where almost every entry was wrong.. but corrected..

Really, it's not all about money..it is just concerning when I can't figure out where it went and why I may not have enough to pay the bills that are due.. 

I am trying to be careful..and make the positive choices.. and survive..

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It was a busy day . .. while out getting groceries.. I got a page from work..called, found out the dispatch TV's were not working.. called for guidance..then approval..and got the groceries home, called back to see if it was still out.. and changed..into work clothes.. and went in.. asked for help. .. and got direction..when into the secure area.. and could not find the device I was to reboot.. finally found I was in the wrong place..got into the right one.. found the device..reset it..and still not working.. so off to dispatch.. same excecize.. find the other end.. reboot it.. nothing.. trace it out..take lots of pictures..and even find a TV and hook it up..nothing ... Went to the shop..then back to the first place.. and try to figure out how to test it . Traced out the wiring.. 

Nothing.. called the boss.  Said I could not test any further.. and had not fixed it.. he said..it wasn't that important and to go home , we will work on it Monday.

Been a busy call week..

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So, I get home.. L and J we're out getting J a haircut.. and when they got home.. suggested going out to dinner.  Yes.. first time in almost 2 years.. went out to a restaurant and sat and had dinner.. 

A milestone!! 

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I started a replacement part order, I will have to get it placed.. and will need to fix a few things tomorrow..

Also pick up a radio from Mark.  

I also still need to look at the older car and see if the wheel hub is bad.

And order the repair parts.. 

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It turns out Dan's retirement party is the 28th.. so not yesterday..

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I have chores to do tomorrow morning.. laundry, and maybe some cleaning.. and some repair work ..I need to write that bill..and figure the postage and maybe look at the last of 4 to get that done..it will be a big bill.. hopefully he will be willing to pay . 

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Back to work on Monday.. and have a few things on the schedule.. and I think the Supv is out..or the week after.. maybe both...

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Just a few random thoughts to get out of my head.. maybe I can organize my mind..and get back on track.. I need to set a goal.. a point of reference.. something to aim to.. 

A trip..or something like that..

I really need to figure out if I'm gonna go skiing this year.. I think I should try..even go alone..just go for a weekend.. and find someone that wants to go.. or not.. just go.. enjoy it.. like I used to . .. maybe if I do .buy in and buy some equipment.. 

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Just one thing to plan for.

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That seems more obtainable than the other things I want/need in my life...

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More.. later

R