And stopped on the way home.
Dans was cool.. Sean was there.. asked about my rally..that I didn't go to.. and paid and left . Dan and I moved my car..and went to korzaks farewell next door.. I knew fewer. And had 2 . Then left. Now here..and having one . probably going home to eat and sleep..
Work was Uber busy..ended up working on the unfinished program..and called it after finishing one.. next week will be busy.. for sure.
Chatted w A in Thailand.. she seemed lonely..we texted before work... For about 30 min.. . She wasn't feeling well. Maybe just a cold.
I was out after changing clothes..and up to Dedham.. then back towards home.. so tomorrow will be fun.. groceries and a couple radio deliveries.. maybe.. maybe a payment..and need to pay bills.
After that..maybe out to dinner.. maybe Sam Diego's??? It's a thought.
I really need to call someone..iam at my limit. i need .. really need..
It has been so long..and it seems to add up . With no one here..and no prospect.. and no one interested..
I am so frustrated..
I really could make a woman curl her toes if allowed.
It is all I cannot have....
Just wish I could figure out how to fit somewhere or someone..into a position . . It would ease much of the need .
Yeah.. I'm my age.. and yes.. we need. We remember..but wish. We wish we wish we could. Find a friend that we could help..and would help us.
Really is that so much to ask??
It must be.. still alone..
R
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