Thursday, October 20, 2022

busy..but alone

Yeah, still complaining about that ...
Work has been minorly stressfully.. 
Had my review..and did ok..but still a temp..of sorts.  We have a year grace period..... So in January they could say.. thanks,but no thanks....
The last couple weeks.. I have not been up to par . .. in my own mind..
I don't think I'm doing great . ..just good.. I need to find a niche.. 
Or..think about something next...the money isn't great.. but.. still good . I am managing.. 
Just not sure if I am the go to guy.. I have experience..and knowledge.. but is it useful?? 
I need to try a bit harder..

Yeah, still alone.. no one near..no body.. wants me..  I have a couple near by friends.. that need a hang out friend..but not really accessable..
I have to reach out.. no one is looking for me..

Lately. .most of my contact is self generated.. I have to reach out..or I get a general request for help..but not more than that ...

Lol.. I did have a friend ask if I knew anyone available for a f-buddy.. it was a while ago.. I had to laugh.. I was willing . .. but wasn't recuited...

Not sure if I would be good with that..but lately..I would not be against it....

One can wish

R

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