New phone..

So..I finally got my new phone activated, its been fun setting it up.. Loading my apps..  Adjusting my settings.
It may take me a few days to get used to it.
My old phone was 3 years old..that is a century as far as technology goes.
I have all I saved to the memory card..but lots of stuff is missing.
It is strange not to have any calls in my call log... Or any one in my text list.
My contacts are only partially there.

But its new and nicer.. I can load apps that would not work on the old phone.
I will get used to it.

So.. When should I go visit?
Maybe I should plan an interview or two..
That would be productive.
But it is nearing the Christmas season and new years.. Bad times to be pressing into someone's family time.

I probably will end up. .. Not using the vacation time..and just losing it.
It won't be the first time. :(

I need to talk with someone that can help me motivate.. I need a kick to make the moves to look ..
I was explaining to L, I have been seeing things that are screaming... Now is the time. 
Housing prices.. Work issues.. Openings..
The time is right. We could make a fresh start..
I asked her.. What is keeping me here..
All she could say is my job.
I have no other reason to be here.
Yes.. I am underpaid.. And now there are work issues.
It is time.

I just need to find the time to look.. Make the moves.

I mentioned... That she has nothing holding her here.. At first she protested..but then agreed.. All her friends are on line.. None of her classmates bother with her anymore
.some have moved away..
She has no contact with her mom.
So.. Moving would be a chance for a new start.

So... It is up to me..
As always.

I am just not complete.. I am half here. I need someone to ask.. Share... Help decide.. I don't have anyone to share my thoughts with..
I am not looking for answers.. That would be nice... But.. If you say it out loud.. To someone.. You can hear if it is too far fetched.. Or brilliant!
It is not that I am looking for answers..or even validation..
I just need an ear.
I know I can work it out.
But in my head...it does not sound the same..as verbally.

Yes.. I like to talk.. Better when some one listens to me rant.

That is why this blog exists.

So..

Here I am.

I need a job.. Better than the one I have..
I need to clean and sell what I can.. And get out.

I just need to get it done.
I am too far from anyone that gets me.

Well the new phone is a chore to type on
... So.. I  will close...

You know..
I miss home.

R 12/8/ 17
..