Review.

Gonna be a short post.. battery is almost dead.
But..
I started this blog.. a while ago..
Originally I had a lot to say.. vent.. that was the reason for the name of this..

I deleted almost a year of posts..
I felt at that time it was too personal..too much ..
There was a lot going on in my head...and personal life...
I needed someone to talk to.. you all are it.

I recently found those posts.. I copied the blog to a file on my computer. .and forgot about it..
I recently read through those posts.. and all I can say is 'wow!'
I know what I was going through..I have touched on it now and then..but this was so much more...angry..not really the right word.but close. I was hurting..and mad at myself and those around me...those I was living with..and so frustrated.. just really dark and angry.. years of trying my best to be what I needed to be...only to find it was for nothing.. I walked away with the only thing that really mattered and was left to start over..
I am glad I didnt totally delete the posts..although not public anymore..but I still have it to look back on and learn from..
The least..I can see where I was and how far I have come..or how little I have not..

So..all that being said.. I am glad I did not stop posting here..
I am glad I have this outlet for all my rants..and know there are people that read this.
If it helps someone half as much as it helps to have a place for me to put it..I am happy.

More later.. battery is at 7%..and no charger nearby.

Till next time..
Thanks for listening.

R 11/15/17

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