My state of mind does not allow me to say nothing.
I have feelings to express. Points to make..
But I am restricted. I have no one to listen to my rantings.
Those that are around me ..dont care. . So why bother.
I have myself. And me .. and sometimes I dont want to listen to myself.
I need to move through this. No one cares why I am here in this issue..and if I cannot fix it.. it will continue. It will be ignored and hopefully forgotten.
Business as usual .
Continue being what people think I should be.
Or appear to be..
I dont know where I slid off the road..but here I am..looking for the pavement.
Too old for this.
R 4/2/16
I have feelings to express. Points to make..
But I am restricted. I have no one to listen to my rantings.
Those that are around me ..dont care. . So why bother.
I have myself. And me .. and sometimes I dont want to listen to myself.
I need to move through this. No one cares why I am here in this issue..and if I cannot fix it.. it will continue. It will be ignored and hopefully forgotten.
Business as usual .
Continue being what people think I should be.
Or appear to be..
I dont know where I slid off the road..but here I am..looking for the pavement.
Too old for this.
R 4/2/16
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