Yeah I know Monday's get a bad rap..
But usually Monday's are ok with me.. always good to be back to work.. things to do..accomplishments to finish.
Personal satisfaction.. but.. on the rare crappy Monday...
Nothing compares..
Cant finish anything ...stuff remains broke.. people are not happy... and thus I am to blame..
I amnused to it..
The what do you do look... when everything is running smooth..to the whay havent you fixed this yet...
I saw a reporter misusing an expensive piece of equipment..and told him to stop..and was hit with..i've been doing this job for years..you don't know what you are talking about..
Oh, I do.. I know if you break that..I have to spend days fixing it..and it is a pain in the ass.. it has been done before..
But what gets me is the lack of respect.. and so help me if he breaks it.. he is paying fo me to send it out..
Beside all that.. I am sick..have a bad chest cold..and am not sleeping.. waking up several times a night to cough..
My non-existant personal life isn't helping.
I have tried..and stuff keeps getting in my way..
I am lonely as ever..and even work isn't helping me stay busy enough..
I have atempted to put myself out there...but as usual no real interest..no one really wants to get to know me.. no surprise there.
I don't appear to have anything to offer.. I do..but cannot convince any of it .
I know ..no new revelations there.
The last person I asked.. started telling me why she has been single for the last 3 yrs...
( insert the sound of a crashing plane)
Nothing new.. no one wants me in their world.
Oh yeah.. I am the perfect guy.. but....
Go away.. I cant love you.. blah. Blah. Blah..
I cant believe it..even though I want to.. oh I want to..
My ex still wants me..but she is an ex for a reason...
I cannot go there...
Just me and ISTBA.. drinking buddies.
I know I am not alone.. and that sucks too..
We all should be happy..
But being me..I know ..
It is my own fault. I ignored interest..when I was putting my attentions elseware..and was then let go.. and of course..there is no interest anymore..then of course..there the interest I didnt see..and now its..you ignored me..so now im over you.
Nothing new.. I lose.
That guy.. right behind me... looking over my shoulder.. he wasn't truly happy ..leaving me alone..so now..just catching up.
My fault..totally..
I always fall for the wrong one.. at the wrong time..
History proves it..
Battery is dying. .
Night..
R 4/4/16
But usually Monday's are ok with me.. always good to be back to work.. things to do..accomplishments to finish.
Personal satisfaction.. but.. on the rare crappy Monday...
Nothing compares..
Cant finish anything ...stuff remains broke.. people are not happy... and thus I am to blame..
I amnused to it..
The what do you do look... when everything is running smooth..to the whay havent you fixed this yet...
I saw a reporter misusing an expensive piece of equipment..and told him to stop..and was hit with..i've been doing this job for years..you don't know what you are talking about..
Oh, I do.. I know if you break that..I have to spend days fixing it..and it is a pain in the ass.. it has been done before..
But what gets me is the lack of respect.. and so help me if he breaks it.. he is paying fo me to send it out..
Beside all that.. I am sick..have a bad chest cold..and am not sleeping.. waking up several times a night to cough..
My non-existant personal life isn't helping.
I have tried..and stuff keeps getting in my way..
I am lonely as ever..and even work isn't helping me stay busy enough..
I have atempted to put myself out there...but as usual no real interest..no one really wants to get to know me.. no surprise there.
I don't appear to have anything to offer.. I do..but cannot convince any of it .
I know ..no new revelations there.
The last person I asked.. started telling me why she has been single for the last 3 yrs...
( insert the sound of a crashing plane)
Nothing new.. no one wants me in their world.
Oh yeah.. I am the perfect guy.. but....
Go away.. I cant love you.. blah. Blah. Blah..
I cant believe it..even though I want to.. oh I want to..
My ex still wants me..but she is an ex for a reason...
I cannot go there...
Just me and ISTBA.. drinking buddies.
I know I am not alone.. and that sucks too..
We all should be happy..
But being me..I know ..
It is my own fault. I ignored interest..when I was putting my attentions elseware..and was then let go.. and of course..there is no interest anymore..then of course..there the interest I didnt see..and now its..you ignored me..so now im over you.
Nothing new.. I lose.
That guy.. right behind me... looking over my shoulder.. he wasn't truly happy ..leaving me alone..so now..just catching up.
My fault..totally..
I always fall for the wrong one.. at the wrong time..
History proves it..
Battery is dying. .
Night..
R 4/4/16
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