Saturday, January 18, 2025

where am I?

Not a real question..
I know.. I am here. You are not.
No one is.
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No one.
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Im not even sure if I am here.
Really. 
.. my reality is mine alone.
Apparently no one wants to share it.
At least not that I have found.
. . I respect that I was raised different than most that grew up when I did.
The social circles I was in..was limited..and no one stepped out of that. I was detached for a while and found I could not return.
And I was seperated..and further pushed away from what I knew and needed to remain who I thought I was. Here I am 20+ years later.. all by my self.. limited contact with my family.   No longer young..and severly confused. As a parent and an individual. Trying to live in this life. Trying to stay sane..
.failing..  but continuing..
No one to anchor me..no one to offer help or guidance.. support..even.. recognize my state.. I am abandoned..left to my own.. no support. 
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.
Thanks.
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R

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