Yes.. too many things.
Not enough things.
Have to think about damage control.
What am I gonna do next.
I have to make good on all this.. pay the piper. Cash out and put the nose back to the grindstone. Time to start thinking about it all. Forget about me and my and immerse into just paying for these past couple years. I will be happier.. just working.. and paying my bills. I hate not having spending money..not that I spend it on me.. but living paycheck to paycheck has always sucked.. and im too old for this.
Having a life or trying to is expensive..and I have been failing at this for so long..it gets old.
I need to get over me..and live in my reality.
No one who should will help me. And it is all on me.
I figure this will be my last vacation for a long time.
I know I will need one..but I cannot.
So back to the grouchy old man.. plan on it. My coworkers hated that me..and he is waiting....
I cussed out an employee today.. tired of his taking advantage of me and my friendship.. I will fire him if he keeps it up.. nothi g personal.. but I gave him a chance..and he is blowing it.. 1 yr.. and still comes in late and does the least amount of work.
Im done..and he will be.
I hate being taken advantage of.
If I still have a job in August...he may be looking for work.
All that aside.. I cannot be busier.. stuff breaking..roof and floor leaks..new equipment that isnt working properly.. corporate wanting to know all and the new owners in the building this week.. stress..can we say stress....
And days away from vacation..oh yeah I need it.. but if it all falls apart while I am gone.. I wont have a job when I get back.
Blah..blah..blah.. woe with me...
I will figure it out.. I hope.
R
Not enough things.
Have to think about damage control.
What am I gonna do next.
I have to make good on all this.. pay the piper. Cash out and put the nose back to the grindstone. Time to start thinking about it all. Forget about me and my and immerse into just paying for these past couple years. I will be happier.. just working.. and paying my bills. I hate not having spending money..not that I spend it on me.. but living paycheck to paycheck has always sucked.. and im too old for this.
Having a life or trying to is expensive..and I have been failing at this for so long..it gets old.
I need to get over me..and live in my reality.
No one who should will help me. And it is all on me.
I figure this will be my last vacation for a long time.
I know I will need one..but I cannot.
So back to the grouchy old man.. plan on it. My coworkers hated that me..and he is waiting....
I cussed out an employee today.. tired of his taking advantage of me and my friendship.. I will fire him if he keeps it up.. nothi g personal.. but I gave him a chance..and he is blowing it.. 1 yr.. and still comes in late and does the least amount of work.
Im done..and he will be.
I hate being taken advantage of.
If I still have a job in August...he may be looking for work.
All that aside.. I cannot be busier.. stuff breaking..roof and floor leaks..new equipment that isnt working properly.. corporate wanting to know all and the new owners in the building this week.. stress..can we say stress....
And days away from vacation..oh yeah I need it.. but if it all falls apart while I am gone.. I wont have a job when I get back.
Blah..blah..blah.. woe with me...
I will figure it out.. I hope.
R
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