I was looking at my stats.. thanks for all that take the time to read this.
While looking through..I found the comments page..I have only had one posted, besides my own comments.
But I ended up reviewing my posts from 2013.
Boy I feel like if anyone read that..they would think 'what an obesessed weirdo' I am.
True..I get attached and hurt when its over.
It never is that easy to give myself..be involved..and then watch it go... it just hurts.
Yes. My over thinking takes over and I always make it worse. Then it hurts more..
I try to move forward..and usually figure it out..
It never means I dont feel it.. or that it didnt mean anything.
It always hurts.
Well maybe the past shows my commitment and that every relationship..no matter how short, matters to me.
I did find..that as I read through.. I remembered all that it was.
And know that it is over. I always care and always will.
So.. here I am..just me.
ISTBA. sitting here with me..
Telling me about his time away.
R 6/3/16
While looking through..I found the comments page..I have only had one posted, besides my own comments.
But I ended up reviewing my posts from 2013.
Boy I feel like if anyone read that..they would think 'what an obesessed weirdo' I am.
True..I get attached and hurt when its over.
It never is that easy to give myself..be involved..and then watch it go... it just hurts.
Yes. My over thinking takes over and I always make it worse. Then it hurts more..
I try to move forward..and usually figure it out..
It never means I dont feel it.. or that it didnt mean anything.
It always hurts.
Well maybe the past shows my commitment and that every relationship..no matter how short, matters to me.
I did find..that as I read through.. I remembered all that it was.
And know that it is over. I always care and always will.
So.. here I am..just me.
ISTBA. sitting here with me..
Telling me about his time away.
R 6/3/16
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