Slipping

Here I am..slipping.
Just what I hoped would not happen.. is.
I am not doing what needs to be done..
My goals are mo ing further away.
The past few months have been tough.
I am not making the ends meet..I am padding my way..
Not what I want.
My legal obligation is satisfied! ..I got what I deserved.
And paid for the rest.
I just have the higher premiums to deal with..
My internet and cable are outrageous. .gonna make a change..and save a lil for a year..

MTTS2016..is coming..and I want to..need to..try to plan it.

Work..is busy...got the main thing close to completion..
That will be a personal satisfaction thing when its accomplished!

Still just me..on a personal note..
Contact is difficult. .my work schedule is tight..and I am making the effort. . For me as well....

Miss you. Miss.
Text is fine..but I love to hear your voice.
Yes..it has been a while..since july...but..the contact.. daily for months..almost a year..with only 10 or so days of not speaking...says a lot..

You think you are keeping me from some one here.. I dont have that..it isnt here...

You are not here...

Yes.. I know.. sorry.

I have been compared to a stealth plane.. no one knows im here..I swoop in and fix it. And am gone...

True.. and that goes for everything. .every aspect of my existence.

I am generally not noticed..and I dont go out of my way to get noticed..not how I operate..

...

Ok..went off somewhere else..

Sorry I have been 'unavailable'..as I have been..
I plan on finishing this current project..and taking sometime
I need to..

Plans..

R
1/14/16
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