Here

I am here.

It is a all encompassing statement.

I am here .. In This place.. writing this message..
I am here in this universe..
Taking up space .. consuming resources.. existing..
I am here ..in my mind..with all the possibilities of happiness and sadness.. lonelyness and togetherness.. aimlessness and direction..useless and with purpose.

I am sad and happy.. detached and attached. . .
I have happiness in my reach..sometimes I can grab hold..and enjoy it.. sometimes it slips away.
Lately.. I have it and I am gripping it tight..
Bear hug tight..and it is feeling good.

I am here.

You know.. you could be here too..
Even just a visit.. or
I could be there.. just a visit...
You know I am not afraid of flying or driving..it is always fun..and the benefits of real in person human contact.. is so amazing...

I could sit and talk to you for hours..
Even just sit and listen to us breathe.

I am here....

My life isnt difficult..
Not as difficult.as I make it out to be..

Yes I have bills.. and obligations. .most are self made and somewhat easy to get straight.

Living life can cause detours.. but I am here.

Just a note.. if you can be here.. it is at my request..you have no obligation to think about repayment.. or resposibility.. it is as much a vacation for you as for me.. and much less complicated.
But if I have to drive out there.. you know I will .. Even if its just for a weekend...I will... .

I am here. . . .

R 1/29/16

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