last one here

Ok..its thursday.. im the last one sitting here.. im fed and desserted..and hace had enough to drink.. 

Im not unhappy..just sitting here..finishing my last drink before I go home..to my empty bed..

.. but no different than any other night.. but..i have to get back home..to be sad about my empty bed...

But its be my life for far too long..

I do not see that ever changing..

It is what it has become..

Yet, every day..I get up and do what I must..and have no reward in site or planned..  

..I have and can do that..by myself.

...just me..

R