first full weekend in a month..

It is also going to be generally nice out.

I have thought about trying to cut the bedroom doors..and install vents..bought the vents to try..

Need the right tool to cut the doors.. 

And keep it nice..

I have a skill saw .. just no skill..

I was gonna borrow the jigsaw from work.. but forgot. I should buy a tool..that does what i need..or a hand saw..and fight with it..

Maybe I can find a disk for the angle grinder..and cut the soft pine door...and trim it with a hand saw.

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So.. im still alone..but not desperate..

So I can be picky.. 

I need to put in for this years time off. MOTM is Aug 1&2 ..

And usually SOCom uses the same date for the climb on PikesPeak..

So, I should put in for a week at that time..and decide which to do..

michgan..will be by my self..unless I can find a passenger.. or I could go to the Springs..and visit C or K.. and book a room. Do the climb and hang out. Maybe visit with Anita..if I can find her. Or just go solo and visit work and hang with the 'geeks' that are still around....

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Either that.. go down south and hang with Dave..

Or just go to Europe!

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A will be here in July..not sure if Im on the agenda.. no real contact..just ocassional.. but I would more than welcome her to come stay..and hang out.. I miss her...and our closeness..

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Mostly pipe dreams..no real options..

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I need to make a decision and commit.. 

Do the engine work on Betty or.prep Revington and give him a run..

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It has never been all happy and smiles for me..just not seeing any sunshine in my future..and im only getting older..

Im trying to visualize..retirement..just have no clue if or how im gonna do it.

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L is doing her version of adulting..but will never support the life she has lived with my help. She really has no clue.. mostly my fault..I have not showed her what our life requires for the day to day..

And with J.. and all the support and money needed to live.. its impossible on her salary.

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When I retire..we will need to downsize..and restructure..or they will need to go off on their own..and.me another way..

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Yet.. im still just me..

For better or not..

R