next ..

So, next on the agenda.  

Fourth of July.  

So, plans are being made and a schedule is in the works.i have the time off and she has a party for us to go to. She may have the day after off or may have to work a few hours, then the next evening I will head home. Sounds like a plan.. literally.

I plan on making more plans like this.. let's see if we can make it work.

I think it will be fun.

We are very new..and I think both are interested in seeing if we can make it work and be happy together. 

I am happy we have a history, and I'm happy that the timing seems to be right.. 

I honestly think she was in the same place as me.. given up, and just working to pay it all down and be comfortable.

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We have MOTM to do in August. I hope N can make the trip.

I think it will be a real test of how we can be close and get along.  I know she will help us meet new motorers..and maybe have fun..no probably have a lot of fun.

If not.  We will see how we do for a week in each others proximity.

I can be .. tough to be around in close quarters.. so I am told.. but it's still new and I think I have learned a bit, and can behave and have fun .

I am optimistic.. and if she can't get the time off.. I will miss her, but have a good time . 

It is Mini's after all..

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So ..I have heard nothing from A .. 

I think I should tell her I have a girlfriend..since she didn't want the job.. and I know she will accept that..but I also know she will distance herself from me.. so ..like she has ...already.. I wonder if she will care that I have not reached out..she hasn't.. so ....

It is a shame because . .. of all the obvious reasons.. but I guess it is .

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So my focus is N.. yeah.. Nancy.

There you are . 

Really I am all in.. it's new and I think I will pursue this .. make it a challenge..and a destination.

If it falls flat.  At least I tried.  I'm not getting any younger..

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I want this.

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Hugs...

R