Uncommon sense...

Yep..more if that than should be. It is Monday. The day was long...frustrating and annoying. Dealing with those that either don't want to do their job..or don't know how to do their job. Leaving many important things undone. Making my job difficult..or making me do their job too.
I have enough to do.
I was better at lunchtime..got to vent about someone killing the microwave.
Just to get back and find that while I was gone someone burnt stuff in the toaster oven! And left it for someone else to clean up.. Not me!
Maybe Tuesday will be better... The boss is out..so no morning meeting..

I have a list of things to get done.. We will see how many I can do.

Some things are happening.. Saturday I got my state tax refund, and Monday I got my Federal tax refund! Sunday I got $50 for wiring some electrical work for a friend, Tuesday I should get paid for radio work.. Maybe I can get back on track this month.

My sleep has been OK.. Still hard to get to sleep..and the best sleep is that hour between alarm clocks.. No vivid dreams lately.. I guess Taylor didn't want a second date... I'm working on another job application and another update to my resume.
I am happy I have the ones in my life that continue to give my efforts meaning.
I know I have to keep on moving forward.. This past 2 months..have flown by..I still have a positive feeling.. My vacation helped find that..and it lasts .
Thank you! Again and again! I felt at home..like I belonged. Very comfortable. You and yours made that possible for us. Thank you!
It helped clear my stress..my head..my heart..
Just so you know.. Thanks!!

Sunday I spent time cleaning my home.. Got a lot done.. I realized that I have neglected a bit..and really need to do more.. Clean up..purge..straighten..de-clutter..and more.. It has been just me picking up.. No help.. I need to address that..
It is bad enough that I am the only one working.. Been there.. But cooking..cleaning..and all is on me..
Working 12 hrs a day or more..and some weekends.. And late nights.. Leaves me little time for much else.

I  have and will continue to make time for all that and me too..
But..the plan..is to get free.. .Leave this rut.. Get out..
Start over in a new place.. Just find that better happy place..
I am in this place because of someone else's need..not mine..
I have been here 16 yrs..

Time..
It is time..
Can I get it done..in 2mo?? 6mo?????

I know I need to .. For me..

Let's see!!

R 2/25/18