Well-being .. I always put in my 100%... But I am really over doing this. Working 13 hr days.. For no other reason than I know I need to get things done.. If not it won't get done.
I am the one they will ask why it isn't done.
I worked every day this weekend..Saturday till 1:30a Sunday from 9 to 11a..and Monday.. In at 7:30...out at 6:30..back at 10..
No recognition..no extra pay..salary.. Bonus?? No..
Raise..not.
Admonition..limited. Appreciation..little.
Work..tasks.. Many.
Yet..I feel the need to find the end..
Tasks I need to finish..just because.. It looks good on a resume..and personal satisfaction to be able to say..'I fought to get that done. I saved/made money ...for some one.. Because it was the right thing to do ..and I got it done.
Pat my own self on the back.
Job well done..
It is time for me to do for me... Be for me. Find where I NEED to be..and make it happen.
For me.
It is a new year...not much has changed.. Work wise.
Last minute demands..and no Communication..
No guidance..no SOP.. 'Wing it'
I am so done..
So alone...
A bit lost..
But what else is new.. Not much.
Hey!
You know.. Or should know..
I .. Need you...
I need your smile..your voice when I help you see how beautiful you are..and can be...
I need you..
Be you ..
Because 'you' are beautiful.. And loved..
Hugs.. Squeezes .. You know. ..
Time.. My enemy..
Distance..its brother..
I will vanquish both..
I will make it happen.. I have no reason to be two time zones from where I need to be ...
None.
But ..it is only Monday..
Love you.. Call me!!!
Text me..
Just..read my blog.. Know me.. It is all here.
Really not hard to see.. It is just me.
R1/30/18
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