Feeling good

This month has been quick. Lots to do..and getting it done.
A little catch up.. But business as usual.
So nice to have voice contact.. I know I am missed.
Cause.. I miss you.

Really.. Where am I?
Where should I be...??

I have been trying not to think about it too much..
Just let it happen. But I know.. I feel the need to be..not here.

I know... I am not broken... I am misplaced.
Proven. I tested a few things.. And I know...my hypothesis.. Is true.
Positives....all positives.
I need..yes need to motivate.. And make it happen.

This 2018.. Is a year.. A year of changes ..I have needed to do.
It is all down to timing ... I have to make it happen..in the time that the universe allows.
I have figured out the people I need in my life..
Fortunately they 'know' the me..most won't ever touch.
Friendships set in stone. On every level. Rock solid.
Here I am.
Love you all.
Yet...here I am.. Wondering why...I am still here.
No question.. I must evacuate...get out.. Go.
I can find the excuse to stay in this hell .. But..I know..it is time.
I got to make it a reality.

Stop procrastinating....

Now.

We can all smile...
It...after all.. Is deserved..and needed.

Smile.. It let's everyone see how beautiful you are!

R 1/16/17