I finally found a working keyboard. My new phone is still a bit quirky.
Tomorrow is the corporate meeting..company wide. We may learn their future plans. We may just here more of the same. .. but if there is no mention of how well the stock is doing..bonuses...better pay... It will be the usual BS... Hiding the truth..to keep us..the ones making it possible for them to be so rich..in the dark.
I am not...expecting much. I hope i will be surprised.
I am still me. I am pushing my way through each day..trying to shine.
If i do 'explore' (did i just type ..if?).. i want the reports to come back as 'he is bustin' his ass everyday...we didn't know he was thinking about leaving...
I need to do this.... now!
They have announced the next rally.. very different...two different starting points..meeting in the middle. Either way..if i am doing it..i have to drive to the start.. it is in July.. so it may depend a bit on where i am in July....and if i have the vacation time... I have it now....
Orlando. Or. Portland... I want to do the Portland route...i can hit a few of the northern states i have not been to.. see some places i haven't been.... But if I move east.. maybe Orlando start.. but maybe still drive to Portland. It will be an event. One if those..I did that... Moments.
I am not ready to plan that.
I will have to think that through..
If i have the time available.
Non-stressful..planning.
It either happens or it waits.
Yes..i know this is not a normal rant..
But.. really... I am happier than i have been in a long time .
I still have bills.. debt.. car problems.. i still sleep alone..i have my bright spots.. that keep me going. Past history.. and my travels.
Decisions....
Focus and..just do it.
R 1/17/18
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