Now what

Ok, I 'think' I know what is what.
I am probably wrong, but ill go with it for now.
She is seeing someone else, and dont want to tell me, probably afraid of hurting me again.
Shes doing it anyway...
The truth would hurt less.
But, got to realize this is because she is leaving, and dont want to keep after a dead end, just start a temp relationship with someone she can leave.
But, we have unfinished business, and cant sever all ties, it wouldnt be any better.
So, here I am, in my head, with all this crap running through it.
Gonna miss her, even though it has only been what it was..
I dont get her because one minute shes picking out my shirt to wear the next day, and then shes ditchng me.

I miss the daily contact, but I have to back off.. let her be.

I can try moving in a different direction, and hope that leads to a friendship with someone who cares and will allow me to care about them.
Probably too early for that, but one can hope.

We will see what happens in the next few days.

R
2/17/13 7:13p