Here we are

No need for the stress.
Moving to the here and now (at least for the next three months)
All is as it was..
Was able to finish the late night at work early. Go to see E , had a couple
We came home and talked about a lot. And I see that it is as it is.. nothing short of me going to PA.
We know that cant happen for a while if at all.
In that time I maybe out of the picture.
Still dont know how the feelings are..
Are feelings being allowed, listened to..or supressed, ignored...
Which puts me in that limbo state.
Am I allowed?
Im told I am a bit intense, sometimes...
Yeah, I know...  but I did go from not wanting or needing anything... to yes, its worth going after...
So ... now im intense...
I know you dont know what you want either.
Or more likely know what you can have.

R
2/9/13 1:37p