Feb 14

Happy Valentine....

To all of you that have made me wonder what this was supposed to be about,
To you that have taken all I have to give, only to say it wasnt enough,
To you that allowed me to give my heart and soul and then laugh and crush me,
To you that heard me pour my heart out defining my love for you , just to say it was never enough,
To you that never believed I would do what I promised, and accomplish what I set out to do,
To you that left before I fulfilled my expectations and dreams, with or without you,
To you that took me for what I appeared to be, not what I truly was or became,
To you that took me for granted, and never believed I could surpass what I was, and become what I am today..

Happy Valentines Day..

I hope you have found what you want, and or what you deserve.
I have always been there for you, and probably always will, you may never see me again, or talk to me again. 

That is on you, I have always been who I am today, and if you really took the time to know me, you would realize that. I cannot dwell on those of you that chose to move on, and may or may not regret it..

I remain, the will that I was when you first met the real me. I do not hate, I just may not Love anymore, because truthfully, some of you have been harsh, and mean and cruel.. Thank you.. you made me a better person.. I now know, if I didnt then, how not to be.

Remember this, because I know I have told you in the past, If you need me, I will be there for you.
If you chose to use me you may not like the results.

I have forgiven the worst of you, and you  have moved on, because that is the way it should be..but even the one or two that hurt me the most, will always have my attention if it is needed.  I am and will always be that way. I have proven it. But don't try to take advantage of me, because know this.. if you think you can, or have, I know and I allowed it..you didn't make me.. I did it maybe because I thought I could help you, or I could help learn never to treat someone as you have me. I care, but not to a fault. I love you all.. and probably always will.

Happy Valentines Day to you..

R
2/14/2013 1:00am