Got a lot on my head, must have been you..

Cant forget about you...

The Cars.. song in my head...

I dont like loose ends.
You dont like endings.
Its very obvious.. thats how you are.
You move on, and refuse to close a previous chapter..

Just in case...

It sucks for me, cause I dont have much to fall back to. I wish I could just let it go, but there was a lot of effort to try to make sense of it all, and trying to let it become something.

You mistook my generosity for trying to do something it was not. Then it looked like you were taking advantage. Then you got weird about it and didnt want anything from me. If I have it, I share it, its that simple. I wasnt trying to 'buy' you. Just giving freely, it was recriprical, I was very happy to have you in my life, and it hurts to be diacarded. Especially with out a good bye or a get lost or even a let me do this.

Well, got to get you off my mind, its starting to cloud my judgement and getting me down. Just got to figure out how. Im not on call this week, I have my car, I should take off. Drive to clear my head. Wish I could just run...

Responsibility.....

R
2/19/13 7:02a