What is with us?

Question on my mind,
Are we? Are we not?
Just friends? Drinking buddies?
More?

We are not a couple.. that I know..

Do ya want more? Or less?
You don't seem to know, and week to week it changes, sometimes daily.

My issues have not changed much, your opinion is known only to you. I can be as much as you told me you wanted.. but you have never accepted that except for a week or so.

I know you think about it, you mention it now and then, small statements that I hear you say, then you move on. Like you are trying to forget you thought it. You could ask me, though io may not have the answer. I could at least entertain the thought.

Now, I am back to treating you as a friend, with the thought of more..

Maybe your not as ready as you think.
I am all that I am, dedicated, responsible, employed, settled, loving, caring, active and willing.
I make a good living, have my own home, I can be fun to be with. I have plans, and adventures yet to be fulfilled..

I understand you have issues to be resolved, things to do, a past to reconcile. I'm older than you by a bit, I have a past too, all you have to do is make peace with it and settle what you can, and move on. Stop beating yourself up about what you may or may not have done. If there is nothing you can do about it, move on, learn from it..but let it go.
The things in our past make us who we are today, you have to accept that.

Like I said, I am all that I am, primarily due to my past and what I took away from that.

R
12/08/12 6:17p